that’s incredibly cheesy… but so true, I cant help but agree.

I dont understand what FUCK is wrong?!!?! I do EVERYTHING by the book; I eat healthy, not just healthy i eat damn clean. I don’t eat gluten, i exercise almost every day. I mix up my cardio, i strength train. I fucking never eat over 1,200 calories. I used to eat less, but since that wasn’t producing results I decided to eat more in hopes of awakening my metabolism, so i usually eat around 1,000 calories a day(sometimes up to 1200) WITH plenty of exercise!!! I FUCKING DO EVERYTHING RIGHT AND NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENS. i DON’T LOSE A SINGLE SHITTY POUND!!! Fuck. today i even GAINED a pound!!!! I mean i know logically it’s likely just natural weight fluctuation but for THE LOVE OF GOD! My body has learned to defy physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCKING A!! 

My efforts, my efforts since I was fucking eleven ARE NOT REWARDED! I have been most diligent, most persistent, I have never given up, yet nothing happens!!! I’m a fat person! no ones likes to be the fat person! Even worse: a fat chick. People judge fat people, even if your only chubby. My fat body represents someone im not! It tells the world I don;t eat clean and healthy and respect my body, but i do. it tells the world i sit on my fat ass all day and dont sweat and work hard and exercise and take care of myself. BUT I DO. it tells the world that im fat which automatically makes me seem lazy, unmotivated, and unempowered to change myself for the better, but that’s not me at all!!!!!!!! 

FUCK it’s ridiculously unfair! i don’t understand why my weight is at a FAT STAND STILL. 

ARGHHH

end of rant….